Bad day

It was a nice day when i left home.
I fix myself before i left the house and go to school.
I warn myself not to cry.
It was smooth, i walk through the hallway, half embarrass because some of these guys on the hallway are put eyes on me.
I frown and walk faster, found myself sitting inside the library and i started to watch a movie on my phone.
I left the school at 3 pm.
walked through the station because i want to go home.
The clouds are gray so am i.
When i almost onto my place the rain starts to fall and my shoes, my bag, my pants are wet.
I walked fast as if there's no rain pouring on my umbrella.
When i got home, i started to cry.
A loud cry on my mind.
Chanting the words 'i hate my life'
I punched the wall many times to release the anger.
Questioning why did you do this to me?
Why am i so very unlucky?
do i still deserve to be happy?
Why there's no person when the time you need them?
Where r they?
Now i realized.
There is no someone who's always beside u, who always got u.
U only have urself.
ONLY YOUR SELF.