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 last night was my down fall, i cried and a lot of thoughts run through my mind.

thought i was gonna ate by the void and chaos.

its wrong that i let my emotions control my body and i stop thinking rationally.

i messed up the situation. i was so fucked up.

i thought im healed, yet i know healing wasn't linear and for that i need to be more patient with myself.

it is wrong to blame myself again but i guess i can't help it.

make me strong please.