career crises on mid 20s

I think this is what they called career crises on your mid 20s.

Way back on my early 20s, I was once enthusiast about what journey would I be on my working era.

I dreamed about being successful, making money, investing on business or properties, spending and buying what I want, spoiling my family, and giving back the good deed with my family.

I craved so much learnings on my chosen field but failed to keep on going (I think)

and I frequently asked myself the question; "am I on the right track?"

Think I'm slowly loosing my on track.

Tho I know, life's not a race, but I can't help not think that way because of misfortune events in my life.

Am I really that ready to face this real world?

Does this real world really that cruel?

I witnessed my other batchmates, getting their liscense, got promoted, happy with their working environment, gained friends at work, can travel and do happy things with their own money, can spend anything what they want, not getting worried of their bills and responsibilities in life, got married, got pregnant, starting to build their own family, whilst here I am, still struggling on looking the next company that will accept me, help me grow and achieve my goals in life and will make me feel belonged and valued.

My family has their expectations on me because I am the first child that gained the bachelor's degree.

I don't know what to do with my life, as of now.

I kept on thinking the positive side because I don't have a choice, just keep on going but I really can't help not think about being a failure right now.

I feel so stupid and miserable.